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Jan. 7th, 2026 02:02 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
asmanydogsaspossibleLo and behold, it’s been weeks since I drew anything in my sketchbook, or anywhere (that isn’t work related). Once again, it’s been months since I’ve really been into playing any of my instruments. That’s just how it goes. Chalk it up to a lack of discipline if you want. But it’s a lot of things. A lack of belief, lack of inspiration, lack of magic, lack of love, lack of care. I have the discipline to keep it up for a while through all the other lack. But eventually it’s too dried up to even try.
Intermittent marijuana has kept me intermittently dancing. If I don’t move my body it will die. Likewise if I don’t feed it. Measure out what you must, struggle through it.
Put on a Tom Waits documentary while working.
The neighborhood was very lively today for the afternoon dog walk. Kids running around in groups yelling and screaming, other people walking dogs, things going on. Even the McDonald’s cup (which has lain undisturbed for about two months near the sidewalk in a neighbors front yard with a bit of soda in it) was upturned with its lid off and the soda was spilled on the sidewalk. Wow.
Listened to Tom Waits music all day.
Made my chicken soup in the instant pot. I think next week I might try to make the taco chicken soup. I think I’m clear of the SIBO so I should be able to eat it. Exciting.
Smoked some weed.
Intermittent marijuana has kept me intermittently dancing. If I don’t move my body it will die. Likewise if I don’t feed it. Measure out what you must, struggle through it.
Put on a Tom Waits documentary while working.
The neighborhood was very lively today for the afternoon dog walk. Kids running around in groups yelling and screaming, other people walking dogs, things going on. Even the McDonald’s cup (which has lain undisturbed for about two months near the sidewalk in a neighbors front yard with a bit of soda in it) was upturned with its lid off and the soda was spilled on the sidewalk. Wow.
Listened to Tom Waits music all day.
Made my chicken soup in the instant pot. I think next week I might try to make the taco chicken soup. I think I’m clear of the SIBO so I should be able to eat it. Exciting.
Smoked some weed.
