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Jan. 5th, 2026 12:35 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
asmanydogsaspossibleI dreamed about a pond. It was a swamp in a cave. The water was dark and muddy, there was trash, leaves, and other debris in and around the water. I was both drawn to the swamp and also repelled by it with great fear. I saw the beauty in it, and I wanted to get into the water. However I was also very afraid, there was an oppressive feeling of fear and danger, not knowing what lurked in the dark water. If only I could clean it up and remove the suffocating cave that surrounded it. This marshy pond was meant to be clean, beautiful, under the sky.
This felt like a metaphor for my own soul, or something.
Got a new work order today. Priming and drawing.
I have on NHK “Journies in Japan.” I really love public television. It’s very chill, pleasant, informative, encouraging, exploratory. Sometimes it touches on troubling topics but somehow does it in a way that isn’t oppressive. The goal always seems to be to uplift and inspire the watcher, to teach them about something niche and connect them with it even if it has nothing to do with them at all. Ancient methods of candle making, jewelry making, dance. Religious celebrations. Natural phenomena. Cooking.
I swapped the switches on my keyboard to quieter ones. Specifically, I swapped “wisteria” switches for “sea salt” silent switches. I didn’t swap every single key since the set only comes with 36. I swapped the commonly used ones (letters, enter, space bar, backspace, comma, period, semi colon, quotations, question mark). They were 16 dollars on sale. The number keys are still wisteria switches. I really do like the silent switches, though, quite nice. I’ll get the rest later. That is, when it starts to annoy me that some of the keys are still noisy.
I smoked weed in the evening. I practiced dance. My imagination has been doing it without me.
There was a special on MPT on about the movie/play Victor Victoria. So I looked it up and the movie isn’t available anywhere free but there’s a version of the full stage play on youtube so I started watching it.
This felt like a metaphor for my own soul, or something.
Got a new work order today. Priming and drawing.
I have on NHK “Journies in Japan.” I really love public television. It’s very chill, pleasant, informative, encouraging, exploratory. Sometimes it touches on troubling topics but somehow does it in a way that isn’t oppressive. The goal always seems to be to uplift and inspire the watcher, to teach them about something niche and connect them with it even if it has nothing to do with them at all. Ancient methods of candle making, jewelry making, dance. Religious celebrations. Natural phenomena. Cooking.
I swapped the switches on my keyboard to quieter ones. Specifically, I swapped “wisteria” switches for “sea salt” silent switches. I didn’t swap every single key since the set only comes with 36. I swapped the commonly used ones (letters, enter, space bar, backspace, comma, period, semi colon, quotations, question mark). They were 16 dollars on sale. The number keys are still wisteria switches. I really do like the silent switches, though, quite nice. I’ll get the rest later. That is, when it starts to annoy me that some of the keys are still noisy.
I smoked weed in the evening. I practiced dance. My imagination has been doing it without me.
There was a special on MPT on about the movie/play Victor Victoria. So I looked it up and the movie isn’t available anywhere free but there’s a version of the full stage play on youtube so I started watching it.
